I received this email just as I got off the train to go stay with my Mum and Dad till Christmas Eve evening, just as my Mum was driving round to pick me up. I had seconds to get this news register it and then put it aside until after Christmas.
I'm heart broken I so wanted this job I would have worked my bum off for this job now I'm going to have to go back to retail which destroys my soul. I'll do anything (well almost anything) but I cannot be broke again, not for another year.
The boyfriend knows and although we haven't really been able to talk much because I don't want my family to worry yet. (I've some how got to tell them between Christmas, Mums birthday 30th Dec & new year) He has send me loads of texts telling me how its going to be ok. I don't feel very merry now... I just want to cry a lot we went through so much last year I really thought 2011 was going to be a good year.
They have said they will keep me in mind if there is a vacancy when my CRB check comes back.
I want to fall into a very dark hole...
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